I got told today by a homeless person that I was really sick and I need to get admitted to the local mental hospital, and that I was sicker then he was.

Yeah I got enough confidence to wear shorts and a t-shirt today even though I knew people might be grossed out by my (supposdly) skinny body, and my self harm scars.

I’m sorry homeless man, but that really hurt

When i’m told that i’m going to have these 20+ scars on my forarms and wrists for the rest of my life by a dr. i get worried. 

But then i remeber no…these are reminders, these are the last times i will get this low, the last time that i will let myself not seek out help when i feel this bad. 

So when you see these scars on my arms and stare (which let me tell you, you really need to work on covering up your stares, i mean how do you check someone out like that? you seem like such a creeper) i will never be hurt by it, you get to see a part of me that is serious, a part of me that proves i am strong, proves i can do anything.

<3

I want my arms to look like this…my arms will in a few weeks time

Is It Wrong That I Want My Arms To Look Like THis??

the rubber bracelets seem to be to big and keep falling down to my hands and dont cover anything

And i definitlly dont want to make anyone feel bad

Just i’ve been searching up “scars” to help and get ideas for another video…the thing is though, to many people are using the tag for fresh cuts, and not just self injury cuts…i just i dont get it bc, scars, yes you harm yourself you have inner scars, but idk what im saying, just im looking up scars, sending messages to the people that are saying that there happy they finally let there self injury cuts to finally scar over…and then BAM a cut and blood…how is that a scar?

Again dont know were the hell i was going with this, but its been in my mind a few days

Finally decided to do one….