I think im falling for him all over again. 

But he’s not healthy right know, we both arnt, but the reason he isnt healthy is well because his mother passed away, but because im also not living with him anymore. 

He told me he doesnt think its going to be easy to date me, and not have me live with him, since we already lived together, he got use to me being around 24/7 and now that im not, hes sad, hes unable to sleep alone, he’s even having trouble eating alone. he’s not healthy, he’s loosing weight, he hasnt slept in days. 

but im afraid to move back in with him, i mean he didnt clean up, and he didnt cook, or do laundry…and he says hes going to, but i mean he’s at our old apartment know and its a mess because he’s been so tired and no energy…but he says once he moves he’ll start cleaning, but im scared, im scared he says it, and hes going to try, but hes just going to go back to his old ways. 

And then on top of it, im almost 20, hes 31. my parents dont aprove of the age diffrence and dont like us dating, im so confused what should i do?

PLEASE HELP ANY ADVICE WILL HELP

We Talk For Hours, Over Messaging, Texting, Email…I finally opended up about my past to you, told you things not even my parents, my psychiatrist knows….

But when we get together, all you want is sex, and when your done with that, then you hold me, and we only watch movies….

Why cant we talk, and have conversations like we do online? why cant i talk deeply to you in person?